amends

mourn the broken lives as i mourn the wasted years  
mourn the dreams i put up on the shelf  
candling in the sorrow as i’m counting in the tears  
thinking i had only hurt myself  

but friends here and my family  - their faces blank with stares 
to hide the scars inside as best they can  
emotions running high when the truth is truly shared  
and the anger finds the surface once again 

    let the family now come forward - let them make the shattered case  
      and have the floor as long as it will take  
    and listen in the quiet all that's screaming to be heard 
      my tears to wash away a heart that breaks 

hear the cracking voices as i watch the nodding heads  
and know that i'm the source of all the pain  
wish that i was crying somehow standing in their stead  
but tears they only fell like acid rain 

the person that each will speak of not the one i think i am  
it seems that all they saw was mr. hyde  
they cannot be convinced - they might not give a damn  
that someone else is hidden deep inside 

i dare not take the stand with a bull's-eye on my heart  
to give them one more target they can hit  
just say a silent prayer as i try to do my part  
to spark the flame that somehow once was lit  

    let the family now come forward - let them make the shattered case  
      and have the floor as long as it will take  
    and listen in the quiet all that's screaming to be heard 
      my tears to wash away a heart that breaks

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