older man

i have maybe stopped reflecting 
since i'm not reflecting well 
and i may be even worse now 
though it's much too soon to tell 
i can still pour out my spirit 
and my generosity 
but somehow i lost my writing 
and the gift that came to me 

i wrote long and hard these decades 
and they somehow disappeared 
just a graying old man hoping 
that his age had not yet neared 
he looks lonely in the mirror
and the someone that he spurned 
says you're right you're looking older 
and i thank it in return 

i count out all of my mem'ries 
and the things that i have seen
i still feel like i'm a boy now 
like i felt at seventeen 
but that's simply not the truth now 
time keeps going where it does 
i am not the once boy wonder 
i am not the man i was 

let me stumble on the carpet 
maybe find guitars in hand 
pick them gently from the corner 
and the places where they stand 
they lie waiting with their questions 
almost writ in tongue and pen 
we were always at the ready 
we just wondered where you've been 

i was doubtful i would be here 
at this point in all my years 
where tomorrow lies abandoned 
when another disappears 
let me look into the mirror 
maybe one more glance will do 
stare more deeply at the image 
maybe it can show me you

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